A Photo-Ethnographic Study, Delhi, India, The Capital
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Days at Mount Black

I went rather late. In midst of going or not going which has become a pattern. The sun became orange and soon hid behind city buildings. I was still in metro. I took two tuk tuks and still had to walk. The air changed to worst. The smell. Blood was seen spilled. The water filled pot holed roads. I bought four chocolates for the girl and one for the boy. I reached without straying anywhere else. I arrived at a time when she was looking at herself in the mirror when she saw me from the sides of her eye. And hid herself behind the door. She was humming a song. Combing her wet hair. Looking at herself. But as she hid herself from my gaze, she was smiling, she was shying as she always did. I asked about her health. If she is studying? of course not. I met her brother. I remembered him fondly. I had filmed them both a year ago for over a week. He was the most interactive little boy facing camera confidently. I gave both of them each two dairy milk chocolates. I asked her if the Americans had given her what she had asked for? First she said no, but then acknowledged it. I didn’t ask anything more. I was only happy to see her and I didn’t want nothing else. Though i wish to see her soon again and cast her in one of my films soon.


The region near the black mountain always changes the workings of breath. Even as of today body felt dramatic change as it came in contact with the toxicated air. My lungs felt choked. It was poisonous, dusty again, People, living like open cattle in a bin of a space. The demon land stood just behind. Just as I have seen him, studied for all these years, but it is only now that I have taken a resolve. It is now. It starts now.

Looking forward for the fifty one days of winter.

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Hi, I am Narayan Kaudinya. And i welcome you on this journey, the Road to Nara ! I am an Ethnographer and a practicing Indologist. I did my masters in History and further learnt Sanskrit, Yoga and Nerve-therapy. At 24, pushing most academic sounding, office sitting works away, i felt compelled to know and understand the world and my country, Bharat/India. I travelled, and as it happened i took up teaching in Kashmir and further up in the remote villages of Baltistan in the foothills of Karakoram Ranges. For around three years and many states later there came a time when i felt that it was only while teaching i learnt how to laugh, to see, feel, breathe, love and cry -with children, and mostly resource-less parents in the harshest-freezing border conditions. I write, and work as a documentary photographer and Filmmaker, with numerous published, exhibited and some awarded stories. In my travels and life i have let nature lead me, the divine mother, and as a Yogin, my resolve here is to share my experiences and thoughts as honestly, and through them to blossom in everyone the power and possibility in pursuing your breath, that you seek your true nature with courage and curiosity. Here, on this road i will share my spirit, my love for nature, the elements of life that are us. And in doing so, i'll be happy to see you along.


  1. ❤️ They are such beautiful children. I am so sorry they live like that. It’s overwhelming. It’s so lovely that You visit and are their friend. I wish You luck with Your film. ❤️

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  2. Your posts are really meaningful and I can see what a kind and generous soul you are for visiting this place and these children.

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