The Capital
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New Beginnings

DAY 1

Yesterday father retired from his services after serving the government for thirty five years. He had organized a party which came out to be as good as if its someone’s wedding. For me It has not only been a teaching but it has been overwhelmingly inspiring to experience his intensity. And in later years how to start preparing your mind and executing various aspects of it efficiently. As efficiency is directly proportional to mind. The speed and clarity with which we could see his effortless involvement in all matters life showed his evolution. The last ten years had been the hardest of all, as he said during his speech. Travelling for over 50 kilometers in the early hours across Delhi is not cool by any standards; more so when you live only to teach. One’s mind has to be preserved of such log and ardous travels to take care of the biggest government school of delhi with a whopping numbers of students studying, approx.. 2300. Yet whatever came his way, he transformed it and passed through hard times almost patiently with determination.

Last one week has been such, I couldn’t set my mind to do anything. Moreover As I had anticipated, in anxiety and other things, nothing happened.  It feels such a waste of energy , time and putting beautiful relationships to hard times. It was not right. It is never right. The girl family did not arrive, which my father was so sure about.

Past week took a toll on mind and time, diverting in some unrelated activities. I couldn’t finish the draft of The Capital. Yet I kept noting down and imagining how characters can unfold.

I and chatterjee decided to meet at 5 in the morning. Retirement party wrapped up by 1230 and I could only sleep as early by 0130. I slept deep and woke up by myself around 0440. Waking up for The Capital was like finally the journey is starting today. But it did not take off until 9. Chatterjee couldn’t get up on time. It was last day of the chatt. He arrived when every women must have gone back home. I took bath and went to the gym instead. It felt good because there was no one apart from one unknown person and another man whom I like.

It went well beside looking at the watch and wishing for a sleeping person to get up. Delhi had been under a smoke siege and I wanted to get every possible image I could. When Chatterjee arrived I tried to be as natural as I could, suppressing the feeling of morning light loss and helplessness. I had thought of shooting women performing rituals. When we arrived at Bhalaswa, the labourers were folding the pink tents. The man was walking standing on the tallest iron stairs as extended legs.

Any habitable land on earth cannot be more toxic, visibly dark and polluted than what we are experiencing. While taking a shot I had asked chatterjee to go down to the sugarcane field and shoot walking through the field which was covered in dust and smog carpeted over the colony houses in the distance. Chatterjee stepped down and the first step that he placed on the land gave way to the muddy black water and he kept going down till he pulled himself out of it. My hand was on my mouth but I could stop laughing after it was all over. It was the second consecutive time his shoes have drowned in the filthiest of water on the first day of both the shoots. But  Over all the first day went slowly and happily. We were able to create few possibilities, and one which can completely change the way you look at the imagery of the Capital. If in the following month we are able to pull that off, it will take us and the film or Delhi to newer realms.

End of first day. Very tired.
2210 hours. 3.11.19

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Hello, My name is Narayan. I am a teacher and an Ethnographer. After college i opted for teaching in far away villages of the Himalayas and later in Central rural India. And gradually as I wandered along the local streams and rivers, unending fields i learnt not only about myself but India and what is it to be Indian, living with various families throughout India. And to tell you, there is nothing more than a smile and an effort to make their children lives better that makes them happy. I have been independently working as a writer, photographer and filmmaker. For past many years I have been travelling the Indian subcontinent teaching and extensively documenting rural and her communities. Learning and understanding culture, communication and various ways of human mind and body. I am a student of History and did my masters in it. And later studied Sanskrit. When you realise the alignment of your spirit with the world around you, winds take you to places in the Himalayas, where you learn the ancient Yogic way of nerve healing, I can't really know myself but since then all the above mentioned things altogether has helped me generously to enter homes for shelter and food in the night. I come back to Delhi. Here mother and I run a small school for children.

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